Adventures in Hole Punching, facebook, and gaming addictions.

I am an internet-junkie-geek-lover.

This has been going on for while, and I love Puzzle Pirates, a MMORPG that i have played for over 3 years. 3 YEARS. And now my boytoy got me addicted to a facebook game called treasure mania. Its simple, fun and FUCKING addictive. I play it like several times a day. Anywho. Thats probably why i love the following: The Guild

For anyone that is awesome, (Like me of course), you ought to be watching The Guild. Its a web seris that is written by one Felicia Day, who is not only and actress but a GAMER too. And now i have hope. The Guild is a hilarious, mostly true depiction of h-core gaming. I love it!!

They have a song called Do you want to date my avatar? which is also win. Check them ouuut <3

http://www.watchtheguild.com/

make sure you start from Episode one for Season one though!!

In other news, hole punchs are the bane of my existance. In my attempts to put my keycard/student id on a lanyard, I BROKE my first hold punch. What kind of pussy hole punch cant punch a hole? Jeez.

Anywho so i went and bought a nice big three hole punch, and what do youthink? UGH it only fits like 10 pieces of paper max. RETARDED. Every set of notes that i print off has to be punched in three or for sets of paper. Seriously. Who designed that shit?

Anywho, my danish is calling and i have to assemble my shit for physics class. So baibai loverlys.


Song of the Day: My World by Emigrate

The upbeat metalish sound of the former Rammstein Guitarist. Its got rockin guitar but its all in english and with a very somehow positive sound. Just love it.

Holaballs. I'm baccckkk...and with class! (maybe)

Wow. I just read my last post. WHAT a drama queen. ;)

Obviously, I don't update this much. But now I'm going to make a serious effort!

So I just started my new program that I mentioned before: respiratory therapy. And I'm actually still excited!! Many of my professers are pretty awesome. 'Cept Biol 159. Lady, I don't know why but you IRK me. Anyways many things have happened since that fated 'my brokenheart' post. I'm with someone new, and we have actually been together for over 6 months already. I know, I ought to update more.

He's Australian and the accent is every bit as sexy as I always thought it was. But its much better then just an accent. Its very satisfing to be with someone who loves and excepts my incredible nerdiness. Because I truly am the nerdiest, geekist girl I know. (I have gotten into fights over this, and I always come out on top. No one can beat the awesome strength of my nerd/geek combination!!)

Another change is that I am now in a single room at my residence, and I think I deserve it, what with being 21 and all. That's OLD, I'm intitled to some creature comforts. Anywhooo its given me a little but more independence I think. Because now I'm alone.

Of course this aloneness, though I often enjoy it, is scary.





Alone, with the infected toe.



You see about a week or two back I had a nail resection done on both sides of both my big toe nails to correct some hidiously ingrown nails. (They felt, rather then looked hidious, I would like to clarifiy.) Long story short, One side got infected and THAT does indeed look hidious. Also the topical antibiotic I got for it isn't working.


EPP. Have I metioned my slight hypochondric behavior or my wild imagination? Or my deeply ingrained fear of amputations?

WHAT IF THEY TAKE THE TOE?!?!

As a rational human and a long time biology student I know this is unlikely. BUT I'M STILL TRIPPIN' BALLS. And I want my mommy. I haven't told her how bad it is cuz i don't want her to worry. ugh. Anyways hopefully the apointment I have on wensday will hook me up with some powerful bactria killers. All I can hope for now is that my toe doesn't fall off or do something equally disturbing until then. (I'm not sure what would be on par with my toe falling off. I think i would be less freaked out if it grew teeth and started attacking passerbys. Actually I would probably egg it on. Anyways...)

It's my hope that this all passes by soon and I can return to my role as an unadulterated shoe-whore. As much as I love my zebra print flip-flops, I'm ready for shoes again.

Wow, this is a longish post. But all good things must come to an end.






Of course this doesn't count so let me continue: I'm making a new resolve to start cooking proper food more. I eat alot of soup because it\s so easy. So tonight I'm going to make something good. I'm Not sure what, but you had better be inmpressed. Now, I have to pee, so this is the actual end.

BAIBAI.

(ugh. my chatspeak is awesome but makes me sick. SICK! lolz *vomit*)

inhuman

I
am
pretty
much
destroyed.

I told everyone that I was ok. I think that might be a lie. Truth is, I'm so upset, so very upset.
I wish that I could have prevented this somehow. Maybe I could have, maybe not. I guess it doesn't make a difference at this point.
I mean, I always wondered what it was like to be single again, it had been so long since I had been single at all. Ontop of sadness, is this fear, like I don't know what to do with myself, especially around guys. Its like, flirting a bit is ok, but then I just think of him.

Like when I'm busy, I'm ok, but as soon as my mind isn't occupied I just crumble. Like right now...I was ok most of the day but I got home from a study group and I saw that he had taken me out of his facebook page. It's sad that in this day and age facebook is involved in this but its true. I just...can't handle all the girls rushing to console him, his mother telling him to call and what is the scarist thing is the relationship status: single.

I kind of feel like a part of person right now...like I can just watch from the sidelines while life does its thing. I know that I have responsibilities, I have school work that I can't ignore, but I want to just drift. And I want a hug. And I want someone's shoulder to cry on, instead of my questionably clean blanket and tissues. I want to talk to my mom but I have nothing to say about it. And I am trying to convince myself that I'm too old to just call my mother and cry over the phone. Kind of expensive anyways.

Its like being in a pit. Its dark and scary and I know that eventually, someone is going to throw a rope down to me but how long until this proverbial rescue?

3 days?
9 weeks?

Who knows. Ihope sooner rather then later but right now I have to distract myself. I need my eyes to go back to their normal state before I can go get dinner. I don't really want my roommates to see how upset I actually am.

Peace folkies. I hope your weekend was better then mine.

I think I'm turing back into a twelve year old. No, seriously.

How did I come by this? I've ust noticed that my former loatheing of typing slang (i.e. - U, L8er, <3, Mah etc.) is starting to fail me. UGH. I started USING some of these THINGS that are destrying the english language. (Not like it ever made much sense anyway. Ask any ESL student).

Anyways according to the rate this happens at and my lack of updates, my next post will likely be something along the lines of:

"OMG sup? Guess Wut? i'm in <3 with Billy!!!!!11!1 LOLZCATZ!!"

Anyways.

I have currently been in the midst of a ...quarter life crisis(?)...well assuming I live to 80. But now it is all figured out. I'm going to be a respiratory therapist. *everyone cheers*

Also. I've been having an addiction to a new, strong nerd-crack: Dragonball Z.
I know. I know. "But your 20!"
Still the best show in the world. Seriously. Vegeta, You are awesome.

This has led to finding Chris Sabat and Sonny Strait on youtube. Damn. You guys are awesome, and suddenly voice acting seems like a good career path. Don't worry, I don't have a day-job to quit. (Ask me again in April.)

hehe. man. I love being a geek. ALSO:

I visited my sister in Edmonton over the long weekend and went shopping in Canada's largest mall. I finally got a vest. I've been lusting after vests for like a year but could never find a nice one. Ugh. Thank you Le Chatue. (It's not like I needed that 70 bucks for food or anything. heh.) I also got a nice blouse from Rickies because I need it for a formal thinger (hospital tour) tommorow.

Well I may have go over-board on the hospital tour outfit but meh. Every girl needs something classic looking right?

Song of the Day:

Stripped by Shiny Toy Guns
Deep and Beautiful and stuff. I can't get over this one, I love it...

ugh. well. I guess i should go. Its nearly 141am and still have like 4.5 chapters to read for my midterm tommorow. (damn you Comp 100, DAMN YOU!)


XOXO
~K

Last One I Promise.

I just found this, and it was disturbing. (Above.)

So yeah i cropped this from a blogger page. For some reason it was just creepy.

CHOOSE AN IDENTITY.

Thats like all over the internet, but really it makes me think of credit cards.

Whoa.

Anyways i really do need to sleep soon.

or play tetris.

whatever happends first.

~K

Holy Shitee.

Holy!! Two posts in one day!? Can I have a more EXCITING life?

(Probably not, but i can always lie!! )

But seriously.

i just cooked something tasty, which for me, a typical student, is a big deal. I guess thas why i feel i should tell the world. (Because the entire world read this blog. you should too.)

Now, if you where to see this taste food, you might think "Did that crazy girl with a wok just slay a cat?"
Its true. My new tasty food does in fact look kinda like dead cats and vomit. But it tasted really good. (Really!)

It was ground chicken, peas, BBQ sauce, Soy Sauce, Worchirshire, and spices. Oh. and cheese. Two types in fact!

But it was a little spicy, mostly due to the fact that i spilled my onion powder in it. It was also prime living conditions for extreme halophiles. (Thats biology-nerd speak for too salty.)
but still.
i feel frickin creative. i should be an iron chef...

I also explored my exteme-o-nerdy side. Because, I, like many other nerds of the world were waiting for the movie Bleach: Diamond Dust Rebellion to be subtitled in English.

It
Was
Glorious.

So if you are like me, (a nerd), go watch this movie. Its great.

In other news i Beat my high score in tetris.

i know.
my life is one of overcoming many challenges.

buhbye!!

~K

Well i suck.

yup. thats right.

I suck. Big time.

SO now that about 98758765786542 years have passed, shall i update??

Well...August was an interesting time. I went camping again but this time with my boyfriend and my dad and my two youngest sisters. It was a good time that like before was tainted with me haveing to go to work 5 days a week. (Doesnt the reality of that suck?) I also worked about 14 days with only one day off. not fun. (but the money was. For about a week then it went to school...) Anyways.

So now its September and ive just finsihed like a week or two of school. Its my third year of a Biology degree. Soooo its been kinda interesting.

Anyways. my Chemistry teacher show this to the class this morning, i thought it was hilarerious and tres educational:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j50ZssEojtM

i wish everything was this interesting. Im going to make everything a rap.
Minus Microbiology doesnt need it, because im genuinly interested in that.

Anyways now that im at school, im on my computer ALOT more. So hopefully i wont be a non-updating douche.

ANND its dinner time (whatever the hell i can find in my kitchen)

Song of the Day: Serenity by Godsmack.
-i love this song its just calming and ...i just love it ok?


buhbye.